Life without the other half

It's like the 3rd day in Ipoh, not having her by my side at times. 3 days in Ipoh, feels like its been ages already. I felt guilty though coming back, when i could actually accompany her in KL. Hearing her being alone in Pyramid, seeing couples walking around happily, it pains to know tat she's not in a very good state. I already miss her, miss touching and pinching her cheeks, cuddling up to her, the way we shared our food, taking matcha drinks, and of course her poking me and pinching my cheeks, and etc. But then, we need this time to be a challenge for us, to stand being away from each other for some time. This is so, if in case anything happens in the future, we're ready for it. But, the only thing i know for sure, my love for her will never die...