Feel Guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sigh~

Yesterday is the day that we hang out in JJ with py n babe.We watched 2 movies,that is "Knight & Day" & "Toy Story 3" with 3D.After that then we just walk around,cause i just got no idea where we wanna walk or sit for a coffee.I ask him,py ask me.Funny though.So me & py just walk infront and meanwhile babe walk behind me for a quite sometime.I know he's mad at me cause didn't bother him.But the thing is I don't wanna let my relatives saw me hold hands or something.You know that some,I mean all of my relatives just damn nosy.One word,HATE!!!!Then suddenly i got an idea that wanna go to Kahve for a drink.So we just take a seat,n babe wanna go to carpark and put back his jacket to his car.It's been a long time that babe haven't come to kahve,so I just phone him see that anything got happens to him.No longer,he's heading and sit beside me.Another moment later,he just told py that wanna borrow me fora while to chit chat,so I just follow babe.Then i just keep on console him.Sighhhhhhhhhhh,I just felt guilty for him.I don't know how to appreciate him when he's here with me.I'm such a idiotic!!!After a mean time of consoling babe,he just relief!!Happy that he become happy.Don't know is it finally I can tum him or what.Hehe.But the thing is,I dislike that babe touching py's hair or play.When I'm walking alone at the front,and you both walking behind me.I also realize that.And i saw py just like laughing all the way.I know is sounds normal,but for me,I just not so like.I know i can easily get jealous of it,that's my weaknesess.I admit it.I know is kei mui or kei gor,but that's ain't real at all,and not officially siblings.Lou gong,I hope you understand okey.I'm not scolding you or what,I just wanna tell you my feelings and express it.At the end of it,You still my beloved babe!! I love you,loveable pie.Ai shiteru.*Muackxxx ***No Hard Feelings***

A day outing with my dearest wife...

At last, after 1 month plus only can watch movie with my wife again... and a 3rd party, py... we watched toystory3 (in 3d) and knight and day... i fumbled watching ts3 cx i have to wear two freaking specs just to watch it... huhu.... and the same thing happen again, she abandon me and not caring bout me like before.. haizzzzzzzz... but the weird thing is, i felt that i start to get used to it... the only thing i cant stand is tat she just races off with the third party and chat nonstop and leave me behind... if she were to at least hold my hand and talk with the other person, it will not make me tat angry, cx it makes me feel tat she actuali still wan me by her side no matter who the other person is.. felt quite down tat time cx i felt tat i was the only one tat misses the other side like mad... but then, despite going thro all this, i dont seem to see the reason for me to just break up with her... cx to me, till now, she's the onli one tat can make me calm down after gettin agitated or sad... she onli can control and und how to make me bac to normal... and for me to get someone who can handle me so well, i'm totali hapi and glad tat i have a gf like her... muaxxxxxxxx... tats y no matter wat, i wont leave her, cx she's the onli one meant for me... and i'll do my best to control myself, and not to upset her anymore... I LOVE YOU, LOKE MANDEE...