Feel Guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sigh~

Yesterday is the day that we hang out in JJ with py n babe.We watched 2 movies,that is "Knight & Day" & "Toy Story 3" with 3D.After that then we just walk around,cause i just got no idea where we wanna walk or sit for a coffee.I ask him,py ask me.Funny though.So me & py just walk infront and meanwhile babe walk behind me for a quite sometime.I know he's mad at me cause didn't bother him.But the thing is I don't wanna let my relatives saw me hold hands or something.You know that some,I mean all of my relatives just damn nosy.One word,HATE!!!!Then suddenly i got an idea that wanna go to Kahve for a drink.So we just take a seat,n babe wanna go to carpark and put back his jacket to his car.It's been a long time that babe haven't come to kahve,so I just phone him see that anything got happens to him.No longer,he's heading and sit beside me.Another moment later,he just told py that wanna borrow me fora while to chit chat,so I just follow babe.Then i just keep on console him.Sighhhhhhhhhhh,I just felt guilty for him.I don't know how to appreciate him when he's here with me.I'm such a idiotic!!!After a mean time of consoling babe,he just relief!!Happy that he become happy.Don't know is it finally I can tum him or what.Hehe.But the thing is,I dislike that babe touching py's hair or play.When I'm walking alone at the front,and you both walking behind me.I also realize that.And i saw py just like laughing all the way.I know is sounds normal,but for me,I just not so like.I know i can easily get jealous of it,that's my weaknesess.I admit it.I know is kei mui or kei gor,but that's ain't real at all,and not officially siblings.Lou gong,I hope you understand okey.I'm not scolding you or what,I just wanna tell you my feelings and express it.At the end of it,You still my beloved babe!! I love you,loveable pie.Ai shiteru.*Muackxxx ***No Hard Feelings***